
The Podcast
This isn’t a podcast about deconstruction. It’s about what comes after.
Not more critiques or takedowns — just honest conversations about the faith, meaning, and practice that remain when you stop focusing on what you’ve left behind.
No more “Here’s what I used to believe” disclaimers. No more outrage-as-content. Just space to heal, move forward, and live what’s still good.
New episodes every Monday.
Start you week with something something real.
Episode 5: Am I Just Believing in the God I Want?
One of the most common critiques I hear is that I’m just “making up God the way I want Him to be.” In this episode, I unpack that criticism—naming the hidden assumptions behind it and why they don’t hold up. Believing in a God of love doesn’t make faith easier; it makes it deeper, more humbling, and more real.
Episode 4: There's No Proof God Exists. But I Still Believe in God Because I Want To
In this episode of What I Do Believe, Zach explores why belief in God isn’t about proof or certainty—it’s about desire. He shares how choosing to believe in a God who looks like Jesus shapes his faith, why prayer has become more about presence than words, and how living without proof can still lead to meaning, hope, and connection.
Episode 3: I’m Agnostic… JK I’m Not!
What if belief isn’t about certainty—but about choosing the kind of story you want to live? In this episode, Zach explores a second wave of deconstruction, a growing sympathy with agnosticism, and why he still chooses faith anyway.
Episode 2: God Is Already Here
What if God is already here—in everything, in everyone? In this episode, Zach shares how his faith shifted from bringing God to recognizing God, reshaping how he sees the world, Scripture, and even other religions.