What I Do Believe

THe Newsletter

A personal newsletter about life, faith, doubt, and meaning—after Deconstuction

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Deconstructed? Good.
Left behind harmful beliefs and toxic theology? Even better.
Walked away from an abusive system and a faith that no longer worked? That’s huge.

But if you’re building your new identity around anger and critique — if your life after faith is still mostly shaped by what you’re against — maybe it’s time for something more.

Not sure what else there is?
Let’s explore it together.

There is a way forward that isn’t about staying stuck in reaction.
There’s more than anger and ashes.

That’s what I write about — personal essays, spiritual reflections, and honest questions on what it means to live with faith and freedom, without certainty, without the system, and without losing yourself.

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New essays and reflections on life and faith after deconstruction—focused on hope, freedom, and what’s worth carrying forward.